How does it feel today?
Thursday, November 12, 2020
Be This, Love This, Share This!
Saturday, September 19, 2020
Realising the As-it-isness
“True Dharma is the Dharma of as-it-isness, where not even a thought of consciousness is working. It is ‘it’, or the truth that transcends space and time” – Zenkai Shibayama
The other day I came across a
powerful 4 step process created by Buddhist Teacher, Tara Brach, which I see as
a simple yet valuable form of self inquiry into any state or blockage we may be
journeying through, to come to clearly see what is true. Brach calls this
process - RAIN: An acronym for - Recognise, Allow, Investigate, Nurture.
Brach invited her students to first challenge the underlying
belief that's creating the tension ... and come to see that the belief or
pattern is "real" as it certainly does exist, but is it true? Funny
but in one of Joe Biden’s gaffes I noticed recently, he said “I don't follow
the truth, I follow the facts”. I laughed at it, but I remember thinking, wait
a minute - there's something in that ... facts are not necessarily truth. For
example, the fact that I sometimes feel limited, diminished or less than, doesn’
t
mean it’s the truth of who I am.
So, it all comes back to not believing our thoughts to be
truth ... they are certainly real enough as thoughts or ideas ... but are
they truth? Not necessarily!
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Every moment offers its very own unique truth or reality. There is
nothing more thrilling, worthy or noble than seeing the moment for what it is,
as it is. As it vibrates into Presence, this moment has an offering … our purpose
is to recognise it. If I were to apply the RAIN Process to this, let’s see what
happens:
Right now … I RECOGNISE … OK … I feel an appreciation being
presented, an appreciation for the gift … this gift right now … how blessed I
am, alive, looking, listening, opening up … and immediately I am in the next
phase:
ALLOW … I
feel this radiant beauty, see it with all my senses, no wanting anything else,
just This, just as it is. As I “allow”
I gently slot into the vastness of it all … no efforting involved, simply “seeing”
this, as it is, for what it is.
A heartfelt sense of openness and
connectedness begins to happen … not “me” trying to be open and connected,
simply openness and connection taking
place, no separation, “me” as This …
allowing is not an action, I do not “do” the allowing, I simply relax into what
is … the traffic noise in the distance, the clothes dryer whirring, the rainbow
lorikeets in the back garden screeching, the crow in the distance cawing … all
is, as it is … how sweet, how perfect … allowing this allowing to happen all on
its own.
Immense freedom in this “just being”,
no impulse to become … just this.
Now there’s a natural curiosity
which leads to the next phase: INVESTIGATE,
which seamlessly happens as I stay in the moment, this natural curiosity gently
explores what is so evident, so available. It’s innate within awareness, when
our preoccupation with time and self diminishes, the world and all its radiance
flowers and opens up to all our senses. With it comes a sense of awe and a
sense of joy.
Right now, the clarified insight
is: It’s all a profound gift, and by simply being here, we become available to
it, the world is seen truly as our oyster. A clear unobstructed view of what is
deepens and broadens our perception in all directions … north, south, east,
west, up down, out and in … the final frontier.
Now we come to see that all and
everything “sits” within me … there is no “outside” as such … all this is here within me and a sweetness
keeps tugging at my heart leading to the very natural next phase: NURTURE.
Sitting here in this deep
appreciation for all life I simply breathe and love, ever more deeply. This
leads to soft landing into our heart where the One who sees resides…From this
vast and infinite Heart space only love remains. This precious nectar of the
gods, right here, right now, in this moment just as it is.
Nurturing this is a gentle letting go, a sweet continuous allowing for it to
be, just as it is, moment to moment.
As we sit in our hearts, the
nurturing happens of its own accord and unfolds into deeper, wider and richer
levels of awakenedness … and it’s all here … in this moment, as this moment!
Friday, September 18, 2020
The End of Seeking - Give It Your Love
There's an emptiness here.
Once I used to fear it, run from it, desperately try to fill it ... with something, anything. Now, the emptiness is somehow full and complete and resolved, and I am at peace with it. I now see it as a spaciousness, and in this spaciousness: Presence, God's Presence.
So much of our days are futilely filled with the struggle to fill the emptiness .. the gap, yet ... This gap is exactly what's required to finally come to the end of seeking. If we still seek, we are still waiting for that "missing" something or someone to be found to help fill the gap. Coming out of the struggle requires a new way of seeing, a willingness to rest in this placeless place, to be willing to not move from it and give our whole lives over to it ... when this is done, what once was feared will now be seen as nothing less than the Love of God.
Then life will simply be lived, one breath at a time, in deep devotion that which never dies ... from this, we are to do only one thing: Give It Your Love.
Tuesday, February 11, 2020
The Final Instruction - In Ten Breaths
Don't go looking for,
Stay with looking at ...
Resist the temptation to seek more
Simply rest in what is directly before you.
Breath in ... see it, look and see it,
then, when seen ... no more.
Breath in ... new, fresh, clear ... This moment ...
Again, the only practice if we can call it such, is:
Look and see ... once seen, let the ripples of what has been seen dissipate ... then ... again:
Breath in .... see it, look and see it, nothing more, nothing else ...
simply This, just as it is, from this moment.
Be sure, if truly seen, it will radiate with brilliance, there's no mistaking the truth, the real ...
for the untruth, the unreal.
You will know when it's true, it will radiate authenticity ... So ...
Breath in ... what do you see?
A joy lies in each attempt at describing the indescribable.
Every attempt fails completely, yet .... undeniably, here it is, right before you ... how clear, how pure, how real, how true ... and once again:
Breath in ... Look and see ... a billion lifetimes embraced by this moment.
Every breath ever breathed, in this moment, breathed as this moment.
You have it all ... absolutely all of it!
It's yours ... see it, and you are free with every breath.
Breath in ... Look and see ... sweet surrender, that's all that's possible here ...
and this of course is not an act of doing, an act of will ...
Surrender is your true ground of Being - This you are!
So resist any temptation to take it further ...
You are here, you are awake, you are free ... Look and see.
Breath in ... Look and see ... the final instruction.
Breath in ... Look and see.
Breath in ... Look and see
Wednesday, January 15, 2020
Hidden Right Here
You reached down
The branch moved, just a bit,
I did notice ...
I looked, and heard you whisper
Isn’t it always like this?
In the most unsuspecting moments
You pull me out of my reverie
And here You are before me
Right in the middle of it all.
And I’m always taken by surprise
Hidden right here, right before my eyes.
You reveal Yourself once again
As The most ordinary yet ...
The most beautiful
How extraordinary.
Tuesday, January 7, 2020
Water Falls
Rock climbs ...
Mind sits ...
Breath breathes ...
Pen moves ...
I think ...
Who
Am I ?
Emptiness stuns ...
Mirror calls ...
Water falls ...